Ughughugh

I'm sad today, not just sad epically (is that a word?) depressed I had to stuff 765 envelopes today compliments of Ryan *eyeroll* I only finished 735, also I'm really tired and really hungry, but the thought of going straight to bed after this crap day depresses me more. Now I have to be in class till 9. Tuesdays suck...bad.

I don't know what I want but its not this.

So I know I haven't updated in like 2 days but thats because I've been doing some serious contemplating about my future. I'm not sure I want to be a psychologist anymore...I have no idea what I want I just know that I'm not in love with psychology like I should be if I were to go to grad school I have no idea what I would write a thesis on because nothing interests me that much. When I got into psych I had this idea in my head that when I was practicing psychology it's be me and another guy in a room and he's be talking about his feelings and I'd be helping him work through them anyway I could I just wanted to help people you know what I mean? but apparently thats not what psychology is about because thats not what I'm learning...or what I've ever learned in the 4 years I've been at U of W. I still want to help people within the field of psychology which is why I'm thinking of going into psychiatric nursing at Red River. First of all it'd be a change it wouldn't be U of W and maybe thats what I need a change before I can run of to grad school I don't think in two years I'll be ready for grad school first of all I can't get into honours. Sooo thats kind of ruins getting into grad school...well maybe in two years I'll have a high enough GPA to get into honours but who knows. The waiting list for psychiatric nursing in about 2 years long, meaning I'd have lots of time to finish my BA in psych and in two years if I feel ready and able to go to grad school maybe thats something I'll do or maybe I'll go to Red River. I'm not saying I'll never go to grad school...maybe after being a nurse for a while something with spark my psychological passion and I'll have a topic for my thesis, then I'll go back and finish my Masters and then maybe I'll be a psychologist...I just don't know all I know is that right now school wise I'm not very happy research psych is not my passion its my only option and I don't want to do it for much longer.

No title today

I had my Attention and Memory exam today...I'm not sure I wanna talk about it. I posted a locker eviction notice on my locker today haha! take that stranger. I have to go back tomorrow though on my day off...boo because I have to make sure they actually evict the stupid locker and if they didn't I have to go to security and get them to cut the lock off and blah blah blah. Ugh I really don't want to go. I also looked at things I couldn't afford at the Bay and at Portage place today there was a bunch of perfume at the Bay that was just so pretty, and this dress at le chateau that was just way to cute...oh! and this necklace...anyways all of this depressed me greatly because I have no money and my boy is poor. I'm thinking of going back to retail...maybe not Carltons but something like it? I just really hate not having money :(

Yay my class was canceled!

Today my class was canceled for those who don't know this is equivalent to Christmas. I got my locker today I was excited I ran out to Staples and bought a lock then I rushed downstairs to my locker to see that it has a lock on it...greaaat. So tomorrow I have to go back to student central and tell them to cut that damn lock off! and get rid of that crap :) also on my way back to school from Staples some really creepy redheaded guy was following me...I think he wanted to steal my backpack, but then we passed a bunch of downtown type guards so he backed off then I rushed to the university where he couldn't get to me. So also yay! for not getting mugged! Today was also a work day which went alright it was kinda slow and I spent a lot of it waiting for someone to give me an algorithm to work on...but then at the end of the day they ended up giving it to Kristy who also ended up not having to do it cause it ended up not being finished enough for editing. After all was said and done today ended up being kind of pointless. No class almost no work and no locker.

I had fun today!

Hello all that read this (no one) today was a fairly uneventful day first I went to Attention and Memory, and then I studied for a bit and then I talked to Ryan's friend. Then Ryan came by and we hung out for a bit. then I went to Literary History we talked about sonnets which was great cause we all know how useful information on sonnet's is to my life, hardly a day goes by when I don't have to talk about sonnets...not. Like how I threw in that oh so 90's not? I thought you would. Anyways after Literary History I bussed it down to Ryan's and we had our own brand of fun and then we watched House, well part of House cause baseball was on. Then I studied some more and now Ryan is looking at sexy playstation 3 themes cause he's just that lonely, and I'm blogging about it so I wonder if that makes me worse?

Blog fail 1

Okay I know I said I'd update this daily and yesterday was supposed to be my third entry...but I have an excuse. I was really sick!! I haven't felt that bad since....well the last time I dad a cold I guess. My sinuses were on fire! they hurt so bad I cried! but today I'm feeling much better which would be why I am blogging. Yesterday in my sickness delirium I started watching True Blood which was awesome I'm only on the like 4th episode of the first season but still I'm really enjoying it. Today though there was no True Blood just studying and bumming around the internet, and making Quesadilla's for my family, they were yummy. That's all I really remember from my weekend, because I was sick it was less interesting then usual. The boy took good care of me though and now I'm much better. So I'll be back tomorrow!

Day 2

This is my second blog entry, I'm sitting with Ryan, he doesn't support my new blogging habit. We're sitting in his room and tonight we are going to a movie Zombieland! I very excited I've been wanting to see it for weeks but Ryan has been too sick, he still to sick but I've ceased to care because I love him like that. What did I do today you ask? well I'll tell you! first I skipped my Attention and Memory class so I could study for my Attention and Memory exam, ironic I know. I went to work, and did almost nothing then I can back to Ryan's and now he is harassing me about my blog so now I have to go

Welcome

Hello this is my blog, it won't be interesting. It will just be my life. I'm going to try and update this daily. I'll start off with what I did today. Today I woke up and didn't have a voice, it was kind of sucky but then I had some tea, that made it feel better. I then went to weight watchers I gained 2.8 pounds. Then I took a nap, then I watched Days of our Lives which was probably the best part of my day. I studied for my Attention and Memory test next week and talked to my boyfriend on the phone, then I studied some more. Now I'm doing this. The End